Life, oh life.

Ever think that life's too tough too scary too fake too everything that is negative? I think that is why people end their own lives.

I think I need to get out of my room. When I start blogging, it is a mini sign that I've been thinking way too much and I just need to type it all out instead of letting it roam around in my head that is too packed already. Lol.

Just this morning I was trying to absorb everything in and be grateful for the every little thing now. Cause that's what keeping me alive.

Life.....

I think life is never simple, it is always complicated. Something Felicia and I talk about very often. Then I will end up saying, stupid life.

Ha.ha.

x
Jessica L.

Strength

When I see them two, they're really like soul mates. The chemistry between them is so strong. There's nothing to hide between them, love is indeed gentle, and patient.

As I browse through the older post in this blog, I start to realize the benefits of having a blog. Its not only a place for me to post up my daily rants but also to see how much you've grown, and a source of strength, at least for me it is. Makes me feel like I've gone through so much in the past and there's nothing that's gonna be tougher.

I'm feeling the strength for this moment. :)

Vicious cycle

Until unless you find someone who's really worth it, then you'll strip off all your ego for her. Go look for her. You're still the man, she's the woman. Ask yourself, have you found her yet?

Girls, ask yourselves, have he found you ah? :p

623. Keeps me going

29th April 2011

Everybody's talking about the wedding, but here, I'm attending Ruth's royal 20th birthday tea party. Congratulations to Prince William and Kate nonetheless. :)

Anyway, a very blessed 20th birthday to Ruth, and yes, we have been laofung for two years now but don't you think each year is getting better?! :D





30th-1st of May 2011

Uhuh, its May already! Very special weekend for me because its the first time we're sleeping over at church. :D Our cell group decided to do something more relaxing and actually was waiting for more pictures to be posted up but never mind, here's some I've taken myself. :)

Really enjoyed the camp, except the part that we had to sleep in a sleeping bag :p Other than that, it was a really fruitful session and I really wanna thank Kee Aun for organizing this for us. Basically this sleepover is a little less structured compared to normal church camps thus it was really relaxing. Really like a a group of friends going on a short trip just that we're overnighting at church instead.

The next morning, we all woke up really early for a morning jog at this urm I don't know what's the name park but if you take the MRR2 often enough you should know there's a park where people fly kites and stuff. ;) Supposed to continue with some other activities in the afternoon but we were all dead tired that we ended the session with a short sharing session, done in a very different yet personal manner.

Gathering in Nexgen hall for movie session - Fireproof
Fireproof doesn't mean the fire will not come, it just mean that you will be prepared when the fire comes.

Morning jog

Writing what we learn about each other, what I mean by a very 'personal' ending.
Oh well, we cannot leave without a group shot can we? ;) And this is the girl's room, three girls in such a huge room ;D

Talking to Jesslynn about her roommate seriously make me feel blessed that I don't have to go through what she's going through. At least for another few months. That will also be one of my so called 'motivation' and 'consolation' if I don't get to.. uh nvm.

Anyway, Jesslynn, 2 more months and you'll be back. After you shift into a new house you'll definitely feel better. :) All the ppl back here are praying for you don't forget. :) We love you! <3

Before I go, lemme show of my RM15 manicured nails. ;)
x Jess

Ciao, semester 2

Part of me wants to do this in celebration of the end of finals and semester 2:

But I'm am still so freaking scared for 106. If I ever not passed that subject, that's the end of my dreams. Killing the many other little little dreams that tag along with it.

Me going kerazyyyyy if I... did not pass:

Me if I pass all my subjects with flying colors:

Okay nvm, I'm a 100 times prettier.

Sem 3, here I come. Be good! <3

x Jess

Surrender

Have been anticipating for this weekend so much because:

1. Metro Tab. having evangelist Shyju Mathew over for three days of power encounter meeting ,
2. Which also means finals is ending soon, one more paper to go!

These three days of meeting have been powerful. Though it was far beyond my expectation, i went expecting to release my burden, lay some of things I haven't been able to let go and forgive completely at the altar, but I found something more valuable, The Answer.

Today's sermon is one the toughest sermons I ever hear in my life as a Christian. I'm sure it was to many of us because it was so straight forward, God is telling you directly what He wants you to do. You know you should do it, yet its so hard, but you know you should. Have you been in this kind of situation?

I always ask God the reason for all the pain in my life. I always ask God what have I done so so so wrong to be deserving of it and today, I found the answer why. Evangelist Shyju was sharing about surrendering everything you have to the Lord. He asked us if we ever ask a young child to give his/her only sweet to us, only to see them holding on to the sweet even tighter, but if they have 2, and they like you, they most probably give you one, and hold on tight to the other one in their hands.

Then it hit me. I always thought I surrendered everything to the Lord. I always pray that God take control over my future yet today I see that I'm still holding on to some 'sweets' and only give God some of it. Then he continue saying that sometimes God have to literally snatch it back from you, and there's where the pain starts to come.

After hearing this, I know there are still things I have to surrender to God, but even so, it was tough, so so tough. From today on, this is going to be my prayer and its something I have to learn, to take a bigger step of faith, and step out of my comfort zone. I will pray the same prayer as Evangelist Shyju prayed. Lord, let me learn to be smart, to surrender to You before You have to snatch it from me. Amen!

Have you gotten you answers yet? What's are you supposed to surrender yet you're still hanging on tight to it?

Okay, on the least serious side, it was a superb Easter day! Lunched with the whole gang of people at Lot 10 and thanks, Wee Liam for being my driver :D Indeed fulfill your promise that I will be well taken care of by the group. Haha! Ohmygod I sound like some princess wth! :p Anyway, lunch was awesome! Hokkien Mee, Pork Burger, Shreaded Ice, "Cow balls" (haha) and lots of amazing food!

The best of the day :

PORK BURGERRR :D

Shreaded ice ;

Alright, that's all for today.

Jessica L. and yes, Happy Easter!

SIGH. of relief.

Let out THE biggest sigh of relief in the 20 years of my life.

This afternoon, Me, Felicia and Wai Yi were having our usual Sheffield talk and since we were having a paper in two hours time or so, I started calculating CGPAs and the mark I should get to achieve a 2.7 CGPA to get my full offer.

I got very very lazy this semester even from the beginning of the semester because (excuse my stoopidity/proudness/laziness) what is 2.7 la?! 3.0 then I will freaking study till 3am everyday la! Wai Yi became the calculator and started counting my CGPA starting from the first semester and I also gave him my predicted scores for this semester and the coming semester. Turns out 2.7 isn't that easy to get la. I cannot afford to get any C next semester just to get a little above 2.7 I stressed out like mad.

Then now, after hours of writing 3 long essays in (last minute) preparations for my Mass Comm paper this Saturday, I started calculating CGPAs, again. This time, I remembered that we only have 11 subjects for first year and all the while Wai Yi divided my scores in average of 12 subjects. Ohwhatthecrappppp!

THE BIGGEST BADDEST

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH
OF RELIEF


Sorry for being so dramatic. ;P You just gotta be in my shoes to know what and how I'm feeling ;)

And I don't know why I put baddest next to biggest. Its just a really relieving sigh. If there's such a word. Ah whatever. Back to revision. ;) Yes me is super pumped up!

Ciao.

Oh yeah, hi Justin Bieber, welcome to Malaysia! And please leave soon. Bai.

x
Jessica L.

Road bullies

One of the happiest and also the scariest day of the month.

Just came back from Humble Chef-ing with Jo Yee and the gang and the spaghetti was awesome! Definitely going back to try the Lamb Olio the next round. Love hanging out late at this hour, that feeling of 'freedom' is really priceless. Not that I'm always controlled or tied at home but I guess I seldom go out, partly lazy to get permission from my parents for late night makan like this.

I think I wasn't even 'present' when i was driving, God knows where my mind drifted to I drove pass this red traffic light and nearly got knocked down. The driver was really pissed off that he came chasing after me and gave me his pretty (NOT!) middle finger. Didn't even dare to look at him seriously but I'm really really sorry alright, I did not do that on purpose! :) Forgive me!

So finally, the day we've all been preparing for. Not only we put smiles on these people's face, but we touched lives. :) Yay to Campus Action Ministry!

Despite the really bad weather, everything went on smoothly just as what we planned. Brought the girls to FRIM, throw them an ice cream party (partying parting yeah!) and seriously, they were so happy! Authentically happy, if I can even use such a word to describe.

Anyway, I can't really post up pictures because we wanted to make sure the girl's identities are protected. I mean, the caretakers might not like that the girl's pictures are all over blogs and circulating online so it will only be posted on the Campus Action Ministry Facebook profile. But here's some other random shots taken on that day.







My favorite picture would be the second last one. See how well the girls bonded? They held hands! :)

Alright, that's about it! :)

x
Jessica L.

Gelatomio

Spent lunch time with Ruth and since her class got canceled, headed to Times Square for Vivo instead of lunching at KL Central. Since Ruth craved for ice cream after shopping around for a while, we decided to hunt for ice cream and we found Gelatomio, which is on the 2nd floor. Thank God we decided to go for Gelatomio instead of Gelato Fruity because Gelatomio 's Dark Choc flavored ice cream tasted like heaven! Lol, am not a big ice cream fan, neither am I a fan of dark choc, but it was good, really really good in fact.




Urgh, tumblr is taking away my time for blogspot. LOL! Oh btw, I think tumblr would be perfect if they have this tagging system like Facebook. :) Easy for me to tag tag tag. :p

Alright, that's all. :)

x
Jessica L.

Tumblr lovin'

I've become a tumblr addict

You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.

- Strawberrytelle ,Tumblr

Uhh no. Happiness is waking up in the middle night and REALISING I STILL HAVE A COUPLE MORE HOURS TO SLEEP. :D

Little things said made me super happy on the other hand some little stuff done made me sad.

Contended

While some people complain about the lack of privacy when there's lock/door to their bedroom (I wonder who!), there are 18 girls squeezing into a three bedroom single story house at the back of Taman Ehsan.

On the 19th of March, Campus Action Ministry launched our Love It project and we set to reach out to those who are lost, unfortunate and rejected. We split ourselves into different groups, and will be heading to different homes on the 16th of April to just bring a little extra happiness and joy to these people. Really fortunate to be able to co lead with Jo Yee and we will bringing 18 girls out for ice cream party and hopefully we can give them what we can, our time and also share what we are blessed with.

After talking to the people in charge and visiting their homes today to finalize some details, we had a chance to look around the home and even though the condition is not superbly bad, but when I compare myself with these people I feel so blessed and at a point I feel ashamed as well. These people worry whether they will have enough food (wahtai biscuits, milo and maggi mee) and I on the other hand worry about the clothes and make up I wear the next day and also not forget grumble about the little chores I need to do eg: drying clothes and sweeping the floor.

Life's unfair eh?From now on, I will not compare myself to those who are better and more fortunate than me but I will start to compare myself to these people and learn to be more and more thankful each day.

Thank you Lord! <3

Roaming around

I will not give my heart away, until you are in my life to stay. - I Will Wait For You, Jackson Family


Definitely blessed by the Jackson family and Metro Tabernacle is glad to have your family with us! Though I must admit that it was totally out of what most of us expected and how stereotypical of us to think that a black family will be joining us instead of a white family because of the name 'Jackson'. Sorry, we are not racist/color-ist.. its just what we thought, and expected lol! The songs sung was also different, very different actually but still we were all blessed. Just like what Pastor Ong said, we now concentrate so much on individual worship and praising but we forget to come together as a family and worship as one.

Oh yeah, I swear I will never walk from Pavilion to KLCC anymore. Neither will I try to be a heroin walking around KL like nobody's business. Lol. But it was pretty cool okay. I like the time spent with myself (No!! Me no emo kid, spending time alone reminds me how independent I can be, and also the MCKL times, when I spend a lot of times walking around KL streets myself, lost in the crowd, no one knows you, you're like in a new country!). Like I said, I tried to be a heroin by walking from Pavilion to KLCC. Then walk to British Council to collect my IELTS results. It was so far away!

Anyway, here's the link to The Jackson Family's website. Listen to their songs, you'll be blessed!

Jackson Family Ministers

x
Jessica L.

Difference between living in denial and being positive.

This have been in my head for some time and I just thought of blogging about it out of a sudden.

I think many of us live in denial but think they are being positive. At first, I really hate it when people say "hey, be positive, everything is going to be okay" because to me being positive equals to living in denial. But then when I start to question why the 'positiveness' I gain is so temporary? I thought it should actually make you feel better, stronger and wiser? I realize there is a difference between the two.

Example of living in denial :

"Ah, everything will be okay la. Your grades will be fine"
"Aiyah, he/she'll text/call me one lah, we're so meant to be together you know?"

And now see what a positive person will say instead :

"Its alright, I'll do better next time. It won't be good but I will work on it."
"Hmm, its alright, not the only fish I caught. Plenty out there! Not the right person, or maybe just wrong timing"

Living in denial gives you a taste of happiness. Temporarily, and then when reality kicks in, you start to feel all the insecurities you have and feel pretty damn depressed. Whereas if you stay positive and face the truth, it'll give you strength. Though, not many choose to face the truth and just see the brighter side of it. Its definitely tough but one thing I learn from being positive (not all the time I admit, I'm still human!) is that the happiness, confidence and satisfaction you gain is something real.

There's nothing wrong in living in denial, but wake up after maybe a few hours?

Something I yearn to do more :)

x
Jessica L.

Maybe most of the people
already know the difference,
I might be a lil slow.
But hey, I'm in my learning and growing stage.
This post reminds me
the importance of being positive. :)

If you just realize what I just realize

I cannot read Lien Siaw's blog. I will start to tear when I hear the song she placed in her blog - What Are Words, by Chris Medina. Too good to be true, his fiance is definitely a lucky woman. :)

A superbly awesome day for me today. :) One sentence sums it all, a good bargain, and the feeling of being pampered, in a day.

Before I forget, congratulations your wedding, Suet Ling jie jie! :)

It's been so long since I last saw Suet Ling jie jie, all the while I usually visit my nanny but only Suet Yee jie jie will be around. Kor will be at JB so Suet Yee jie jie is the one I get to see most often. Being with them makes me feel really pampered. Especially when they all really take care of me and shower me with lots of hugs, and seriously, who doesn't want and like to be pampered? Will be joining another round of wedding back at Ipoh this Saturday and I can't wait! :)

The nanny

Suet Ling jie jie

My cheh chehs and kor kor

I'm such a small girl :D And I like this picture ;P teehee

Wokay, I should go. :)

Love,
Jessica L.

Sometimes I feel like
there's no proper ending
in my blogposts.
Like out of the blue,
I just say.. wokay time to go..
and that's it.
LOL.

Mini Farewell

Honestly, I haven't been this rebellious for a long time. Had some plans for the night, and a sleepover at Grace's place but didn't get the approval from the parents. Honestly, I don't know why they don't allow, its not like I haven't go out till 12-1am in the morning without telling them where am I and with whom I'm with, but today... sigh. Till now I feel quite angry. I'm throwing a huge tantrum I haven't thrown for a long long long time and I know its bad. I really just wanna go hang out with Grace, Jeremy and Justin. And yes I'm still mad. 20 year old acting like 15.

Anyway, I still had a good time with Lien Siaw and Cheryl today. A mini farewell and also belated birthday lunch we owe Cheryl for not attending her party. Had shabu shabu for lunch and it was fun swapping food. If it was me, Ruth and Grace instead. We'll be throwing out the same food, and only eating the same food because our tastes are super similar.







Anyway, I should try to be good and do my Biopsychology revision. God, please help me to not be angry anymore, Amen.

x
Jessica L.

Half here, half there.

So yes, I'm half in Malaysia, half in Sheffield now. :) I just got to know I've secured a placed with a condition in University of Sheffield and I'm feeling all the rush of different emotions. Happy, excited, and scared at the same time. What if I jinx it!?? :S

These things bring out the superstitious-ness in me. I always believe that if you want something and really wish for something, don't think about it, don't dream about it because it might just turn out to be the total opposite of what you want.

Ask Floyd, Felicia and Wai Yi, was asking them not to talk about it, am just afraid that its going to be jinxed. Floyd got annoyed and asked if I'm a Christian. LOL. Thus, no one other than my parents, Wai Yi, Felicia, Jeremy and Floyd knows about this. Will prolly not inform anyone else and since the people that would wanna know will read my blog, yes my conditional offer is here!!!! :)

Talking bout Felicia and Wai Yi. They've gotten their conditional offer a week earlier than me but because they're afraid that I will be affected so badly that I can't take my IELTS properly, they did not tell me anything. Well honestly, I'm touched that they took this move. I wouldn't even have known if I did not spend my free time with them today playing Taboo.

We were talking bout some random stuff and me being me, I probably ask them every few days if they've heard anything from Uni of Sheffield. Today, Wai Yi definitely got sold out by his expression. He gave me a 'no' with a very funny looking face, and then I asked Felicia who was siting next to him, she told me they've gotten the conditional offer.

I tell you, what I felt that time... cannot be explained. I was stunned for a moment, and told them I'm going to the office now to see if I've gotten any replies. Thank God my reply came today, if not...

Anyway, I'm definitely happy. Super happy. :) Thank you, Lord. You definitely know your daughter's desires. :)


x
Jessica L.

Chasing our dreams.

Lots of love. :)

Waiting

Its the 14th of March already, time seriously is ticking away just like that. Just when I start telling friends that hey I'm pretty free this month cause I just finish my mid terms, I sit down and check on my diary and realize I have tonnes to do. Due dates, class tests, wedding dinner, event launching etc etc and I wonder why I still can feel so relaxed and lazy. Please someone give me a smack on my head!

Everyone's leaving one by one... Vee Vian's back in India, Cheryl leaving on the 4th of April and then Lien Siaw will be leaving after that to Singapore. I'm literally the only one left here. :( University of Sheffield stop jual mahal-ing and accept me la!

Sigh, I should stop complaining and enjoy my time here. Anyway.. some pictures taken a few days ago but I'm just too lazy to post it up..

Marche with Ruth

Red Box with Lien Siaw and Vee Vian

Monopoly session with the uni gang.

I'm waiting for three things now.

1. Finish year 1, which also means June is around the corner.
2. The day when Current Crew reunite and have a reunion lunch/dinner/etc.
3. Get all the stuff ready and feel the pressure of leaving Malaysia.

Oh wait, before that, I should add one more thing into the list because without it, I won't be able to fulfill number 3. :)

4. WHERE THE HECK IS MY CONDITIONAL OFFER??!!??!!

Hehe wokay, I'm bouncing off. (I learn this from the yamcha session with Daniel. Bahaha!)

x
Jessica L.

Hyper mode

What is the one thing that scares human most, I would like to know? Death? Drowning? Height? Losing someone they love? Hmm..

PRINCIPLES OF MARKETING (MKT 101) by Jess

One of the easiest process to learn to date is the adoption process for new products yet I found a pretty hilarious way to help myself remember it. Its a process consisting of only 5 words unlike the other process that's why its easy by the way. I came out with this by observing the times where Jeremy and Justin check out the girls in uni. :D

Okay so the adoption process begins with:

AWARENESS

STARS:
unknown pretty girl in yellow dress
Jeremy eating maggi mee
Justin with his mouth wide open

After being *aware* they will start to comment on her looks etc etc and when the girl fits their criteria of the one, they start to build INTEREST. Next they will EVALUATE, they'll say " hmm ya ya this one better than the previous one" Justin will say "F***ing nice la her.... what so ever" Then, they'll go on TRIAL mode, Justin cannot la if not Jocelyn will chicken chop him. (Jocelyn is the gf). Jeremy will go ask " Do you know where is Kepong?" (HAHAHAHAHA internal joke Jeremy you better read this) Okay Jeremy will ask something serious lah I guess.. like "Hey wanna join my dance club?" and if the girl is good in dancing, suits Jeremy 101%, settle lah, Jeremy will move to the ADOPTION stage. ;) Happy ending!


Wokay I'm just a lil hyper today thus the pretty random post. :D Stay tune for the next lesson on MKT 101 ;)

x

Good vs evil

Daddy made me super happy today! :D Not that he don't make me happy on a daily basis, but he bought me an iPhone as a birthday gift! Supposed to give it to my mum but she says she don't need it. Good girl me told him he can use it first and I'll take over the 3GS which is good enough ady but well, he decided to let me have it. :)

The first brand spanking new phone I ever used! Previous phones were all hand me downs. :D

But everything something good happen, I can't help to think of the next worst thing that's gonna happen. I always think a good thing will follow by something bad. Like maybe I won't get any offer from Sheffield at all and will be so darn disappointed with myself. Or maybe, my midterm result's gonna suck badly. Oh crap :S

Anyway, I should stop thinking of all this stupid stuff and get back to playing with my iPhone STUDYING!

x

Gino's

She's got a nice face,
her booty is in place,
but Barney don't do the chase - Barney Stinson, How I Met You Mother Season 6 episode 17.

If there's such a subject called How I Met You Mother, I would score an A+.


I am so damn perasan, siting in front of the my laptop waiting for the birthday wishes to flood my Facebook. Lol. But am the queen of the day, and I can get away with anything ;)

Grace brought ze queen out for dinner tonight and erm yes we went to not so awesome Tesco, but the Italian restaurant is all that matters. Pizza & pasta. :)








Despite wasting some time today and thanking everyone who wished me, managed to finish up Dr. Ananthi's work and there's no reason why I should be stressed out except for the midterms. Not like the exam time table sucks right, so seriously why am I always having migraines before my papers? :(

Anyhoo, won't let that ruin the 22nd of February and Grace, you so awesome! :) Thank you for the dinner also the time spent despite having a paper on Thursday. :) You ze best! <3 Lien, thank you for the blog dedication as well! <3

Orait, that's it. Till the next post!

Happy birthday, MISS AWESOME

Dang, I'm 20!



And I'm following Barney's footstep. Look at my title. ;)

Literally

A trait untraceable yet am searching for the signs. Living in denial much?

A true man doesn't promise, but commits. A true woman does not demand, but thanks.
- Marcin Mrowca

I cannot see an tattoo parlor because one day I might seriously impulsively go get a tattoo- always've been a dream to get one.

Mum's been really scolding me on the stuff I own and she says its time to sell them all off. She's getting a little excited or maybe its just her being a lil paranoid over me going to UK. Out of the blue she'll tell me 'you should cut your hair before leaving for UK' and then 'you better sell those clothes!' then 'come learn cook some dishes' Oh what the heck! Chill, I have a few more months and I haven't even gotten the conditional offer yet, ma!

A lot of things have been happening these few days and though that tinge of happiness is there I'm still frustrated. I need confirmation, need things to be organized I don't want to wait and see what will happen next even when I say that a gazillion times, that's pretty much my cover line. I take things TOO literally.

This morning, Grace really made me angry! ( Sorry but its the truth Grace!!!! ) Supposed to fetch her to uni today but then she couldn't wake up on time. And this is the 3rd of 4th time already! :S Hmm, you need a special alarm clock Grace! An alarm clock that holds a rotan and smacks you right on the butt and you would jump up and never fall sleep again! ;D lol

Orait, time to go get some serious work done. ;)

x
Jessica L.

15TH FEBRUARY. DEPARTURE.

Finally, we sent off princess Jesslynn. Thank God there's no tears and we were all still laughing and enjoying the last few hours before Jesslynn flies off. It wasn't that sad after all, because like I always tell her, YOU WILL HAVE TONNES OF FUN! ;) We'll all be in each other's heart too eh? <3

I'm missing you already BTW.



Today's the there where I feel all sorts of emotions. Happy, excited, sad, annoyed and also afraid.
Research Assistant Day 1
Phew, never thought the job can be this tough. No regrets that I took up the job tho. ;) Only got about 10 participants and I realize, I'm not as brave as I thought I would be. But still, I spent 2 hours trying to find participants at Desa Park City.
Research Assistant Day 2
Thought things would be a lot better today because today, I plan to approach people whom I already know. Still there was some not so nice experience in between, my neighbors and friend's parents are all really nice people who willingly fill up the survey for me. Spent about 1 hour walking around my stretch, ding on the ding dong bells and still got rejected twice. Nevermind, shit happens.

Waiting for the next few days to come, and can't wait to complete all the survey forms!

I shall do my PSY106 revision now.

Love,
Jessica L.

Adious

While typing this post, The Jar Of Heart by Christina Perri is playing from Lienn's blog, and I'm also looking through our Current Crew Farewell Lunch photo album on Jesslynn's FB profile. I tell you... if you understand how I feel, tears will roll down your cheek.

In one more day time, Jesslynn will be leaving for Australia. Previously I haven't felt any sadness or emotions yet (except for joy that she got into a great university!) but now that its one day away I can't help but get the flashbacks of memories from the high school days.

Anyway, we had a reunion cum farewell lunch today at 全一, Desa Park City to celebrate 3 events.

1. Kicking Jesslynn out of Malaysia
2. Welcoming Vian back from India for a short semester break
3. CNY, duh.








While in the car driving to Desa Park with Jesslynn, Jesslynn asked how long would our Current Crew friendship last. I told her, very long. I'm sure all this people will be around for each another's special events (i.e: wedding) but it would be pretty tough to gather all of us together already after this because, Jesslynn's in Australia, Vee Vian will be at India, Lienn might be an air stewardess, I most probably will be going to UK this September and Guo Liang will be too. Nevertheless, I believe our friendship is stable enough that when we meet altogether once again, we have so many things to tell each other, and not those, 'awman, awkward silence gathering" .

So yeah, after all the fun, we should all go chase after our own dreams, but have each other at heart and keep those awesome memories at the most important storage in our brain and have a good laugh once in while when we have flashbacks and especially when times are really bad, you know that they are all there for you. Prolly not all are a phone call away, but an FB click away? ;)

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."


Cheers to our friendship!

Jessica L.